In cardiac arrest, the heart stops to pump and circulation stops. Unless the circulation is restarted quickly, organ death will occur. The most sensitive organ is the brain and if the circulation of the brain is not restarted within 4minutes, permanant and irreversible brain damage will occur. It is therefore important to start CPR as quickly as possible.

In school, im learning about Cardio-Pulmonary Resuscitation(CPR). Everytime when i had to do hands on, and practice CPR to the mannequin, it totally reminds me of my late grandmother. That critical moment over at my auntie's house made all of us tensed up so bad. I was stunned by how the paramedics commenced CPR on her. Up till now, i still have this mindset of "If only my school had taught me on CPR, even without a cert, i would be a good helping hand in assisting the paramedics with the two-man CPR." Because of her lost and also, to witness every single crucial moments, im pretty much traumatised by ambulans,morning calls, as in 2, 3am in the morning and the A&E department in CGH. But hey.! i have to over come all this. Cause sooner or later, im gona be working in the hospital department too.



Talking about CPR, I dreamt about something that saddens me big time.! Nowadays, i found out that there's cockroaches everywhere. They are the most disgusting freak of nature indeed. To the fact that there isnt any cockroaches, I love to make Danish feels so sacred by saying that there is, somewhere near him. It have came up to a point that i dreamt about the disgusting nature. I was literally fighting for my life against the flying cockroach in the kitchen. EEuuu.! I know. & danish came up to me feeling so scared. At that part of time, i do not wish anyone to come and disturb me because i was totally busy spraying shieldtox to the cockroach. It seems that the cockroach didnt fly away despite the spray but was flying towards me instead. Too stressed up with the situation of flying cockroach & Danish, that was crying loudly, i sprayed the same can over at danish's mouth. That was all i could do to make him shut up. Soon after, he was drinking his milk when my sister suddenly break down and cried. I went and ask why and she said that Danish's turned cold. All i could think of was to commence a CPR. After the 30th cycle, he still didnt show any signs of recovery. It hit me hard that im gona lost my favourite little one all because of the stupid spray i sprayed on him. I went on crying in disbelief. Seconds later, Danish was coughing non-stop and i quickly turned him laterally and continued with monitoring he's vitals. Alhamdulilah, he's safe but had became a down symdrome baby after the incident due to brain damaged. I shed into tears and regretted what i'd done towards him. The tears went on rolling even when im not in the lala land. And today, i quickly ran out of my room to see if the little one is okay. We exchanged smiles when I kissed and hugged him tightly.


&& am relief that it was all a bad, bad dream.